Nakakapagpakairita.

Interlude lang muna. Tapos na ako maging emo. Sawa na ako sobra. Yoko na nun. Balik na ako sa pagiging not emo.

Ako nalang ata yung hindi gumagawa neto. Andami nyo na. Patikim naman nyan.

Note ko lang sobrang ayaw ko 'to sana gawin kasi hindi ko trip yung rule number 2. Mahilig kasi ako magkwento about random bagay bagay. And tamad rin ako magreply sa comment ng mga tao tao kaya hindi rin ako pwede mag explain.

Ninakaw kay Eric.

Rule 1: If you opened this you GOTTA
take it.

Rule 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to
explain ANYTHING unless someone
messages you and asks

Rule 3: Only answer truthfully

"Who was your last?"

LAST PERSON.
1. had a beer with ?
si Nepo, si Jai, si John, si Deved.

2. went to the movies with ?
Si Lester, si Deved

3. went to the mall with ?
Kapatid kong si Dean.

4. talked on the phone with ?
Mom ko.

5. made u laugh ?
Ryan Sordan.

6. u hugged ?
Yung ka-PE ko na may afro. Di ko maalala pangalan.

7. u yelled at ?
Si Rups

WUD U RATHER...?
1. have a forest on your face or scar on your legs?
Scar on legs.

2. be serious or be funny ?
Funny

3. drink whole or skim milk ?
Whole

4. die in a fire or get shot?
Get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. sun or moon ?
Sun

2. winter or fall ?
Winter

3. left or right ?
Left

4. sunny or rainy ?
RAINY

5. peach or pear ?
Peach

6. do u twirl ur spaghetti or cut
it?
Twirl.

7. do u cook ?
Yes.

8. current mood ?
Nostalgic

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...
1. kissed someone?
NO

2. sung ?
Yes

3. been hugged ?
Yes

4. danced crazy ?
Yes!

5. cried ?
No

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As always may second topic yung mga post ko. Palagi naman eh. Bihirang walang second thesis yung mga sinusulat ko.

There are just some things that make my boil blood. Make my race heart. Nakapipikon talaga. ASAR. IKAW. Hindi yu, pero IKAW. Nakapipikon ka rin minsan eh no? Ayoko pagusapan kasi mababaw and medyo absurd din. Pero asar talaga. Hindi ka lang naka-oofend, nakaka insulto ka pa.
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Lagyan ko pa ng other eklat kasi matagal tagal na rin since naglabas ako ng random thoughts.

Waiting there for you,
Expecting nothing,
Nothing's due,
Nothing's in the making.

'di ako mahilig mag reply sa comment nyo. Pero sige, yes opo.

Hindi ako emo, medyo galit lang.
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Actually gusto ko maging masaya naman pagka-end neto.

I'll gnaw my arm off, just to get away from you,
You induced the tears, that fell upon my pizza,
When you're gone, I can eat in peace,
All the tension, will be released.

It'd be nice...
It'd be nice....
You know what'd be nice?

Continue with your life, I'm done with you.
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Bat ang emo parin!?

Dapat funny or atleast sabaw.

Kapag baliktarin mo
ang
Exclamation point.
at
Idikit sa SABAW.
magiging
Anagram
ng
WASABi

YES OPO. hindi parin ako mahilig mag reply sa comments. kasi tamad ako.

Bwahaha

Siguro para maiba naman I'll talk about some things na nakakatuwa. Well sad parin siguro pero, happy-sad. Ewan

A.S.A. (Ateneo Singles Association)
--Masarap Umasa, pero kabilang parin si Aran sa A.S.A. It fails

S.A.W.I. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Walang Iniibig)
--Meron naman akong iniibig... Classic story lang... Parang sabi ni Ryan, A likes B, B loves C. A is forgotten.

S.A.P.U.L. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Palaging Umaasa Lang)
--Sapul and description... Hanapin mo sa dictionary yung sapul, picture ni Aran matatagpuan mo. ahah

S.A.K.I.T. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Kailangang Ibigin ng Tunay)
--DAPAT LANG

S.A.I.S. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Iniwan at Sinaktan)
-- It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts... I'm waiting for excuses that deceive, I'll meet you in the back to see them through...

S.A.L.O.T. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Laging Olats at Tigang)
-- Olats... bwahahaha. Sad reality.

S.A.B.A.W. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Busy at Walang tulog)
-- Actually palitan mo yung 'busy' with 'bangag' si Aran nanaman yan. ahahah

S.A.P.A.K. (Samahan ng mga Atenistang Pang-Romansa ang Katawan)
-- N/A ata yan.

Thanks Karlo for copypasta, yes opo.

Vacuum repair manual.

----magpapaka emo na nga nalang ulet ako dito.
----naghahanap ako ng boring title para wala masyadong magbasa kasi hindi naman talaga interesting 'tong story ng buhay ko. Kaya ganyan yan.

Malay ko na kung ano nangyayari, I dunno. Kahit anong gawin ko to try and get masaya parang ineffective. Sabaw nga diba sabaw, pero hindi naman masaya. iz different. I guess I've put a smile or two on someone's or two-face's face this week. Pero ewan, this week has been so... nothing. Nothing happened, nothing fun, nothing special, nothing nothing.

Yung only thing na actually enjoy ko is yung Lit14, poetry. Dahil lang, like highschool english/fil, requires deep whatnots. I mean kelangan ng matinding bola skills, pero yung smart kind. Hindi yung bola bola, kasi siopao yun. Yung bola na smart na may basis naman. 'di ko rin gets. oo nalang

Really sabaw pa yung mga break ko. Nilabas ko lahat ng kasabawan ng buhay ko kay Chong this week, like 2 days. Yung chong ng [[aMp]] hindi yung chong ng MISA. tsong ba o chong? ewan. Every single sentence may kasunod na "... thats what she said." or "... if you know what I mean." I should stop talking about this, masyado nang humahaba... if you know what i mean. Ahahaha. Seriously ayoko na, stop na... thats what she said. bwahaha.

In the entirety, Valentine's week is such a drag. DRAG RACE! No, its way imba, in the bad way, way boring, way stupid, I don't ewan na. Ewan. EWAN. What does pain smell like? It smells like teen spirit. Ahahah. Galing talaga ni Kevin. gah, me having a.d.d. is way fun eh? Tinatype ko na nga nalang nagjujump pa ng random topic.

Nothing makes sense anymoar.

Ayoko na nga. Yes opo... yes opo.

----may poetry dyan somewhere hanapin mo nalang same concept sa poem DITO... wag mo nalang pala hanapin, nagdadrama lang ako sa something na hindi rin siguro mangyayari.

---- nakakasawa rin pala magbasa ng blog ko, kelangan ko ulet gawing kapanapanabik or kapansinpansin, or kamanghamangha, whenever. Someday yes opo.

Ugh...

Wala lang after some intense nerd moments and a few emo posts, gusto ko sana magsulat ng something na mas matino.

Buong January nagdadrama ako about stuff, particularly nung mga araw na umuulan, kasi antindi ng emotional whatnot ng rain. Wala nagdadrama nanaman ako :(. haha

"Deliberately Untitled"

make me
yours
rain
it pours


never-ending
always

...
anlabo, first poem ko sa multiply. Kelangan ko ata ng praktis sa lit14 skillz ko... ok na yan haha. Sinulat ko lang yan sa math class kasi mas gusto ko right now yung lit kesa math.
bat ang emo mo? naka-iiyak

Kita ko rin stat ni coco, last math test na raw nila for the entirety of college. Bat kami, never mawawalan ng math. Mali ata choice ko ng course.

Thats the thing, I wanna write about something but there is nothing to write about. This is way fail. For reals.

Funny thing I can ramble on and on without saying anything. Way fun. Sige, yes opo.

Blink for me Baby

omg omg omg omg omg omg

http://www.blink182.com/

If you don't know what that means, gtfo.

+44 is broken up...
What happens to AvA? IDC

It has happened. :D

Feb na pala III: Rise of the Machines

Ok, welcome back to another episode of Life, Death and maybe Resurrection, Aran style. Today we talk about random things.

I'll be your host, Aran and today we have a guest. Kindly introduce yourself.

Hi, ako si Aran. Emo ako.

"The present is only intelligible in the light of the past."

Ahahaha. Actually ok na si Aran. Hindi na sya emo. Medyo nalang. After makatulog and some thought 'di naman pala ako dapat nagdadrama about sa mga ewan. Kasi ba naman tinutukso ako kagabi ni Miss Ieanne Buena. Kulet kulet. Nilalait pa yung pagka-single ko. Yabang-yabang. Nanood na rin ako ng feel-good movie sa TV. haha

"The past is just the future with the lights on."

So ano nga ba mga important events na mangyayari sa future? Well magkakaroon ako and friends ko ng Single Awareness Day celebration on the 14th. We take note of it every year pero this year lang kami magkakaroon ng actual celebration. I guess welcome any friends namin na umepal, malapit yun sa Marcos Highway Antipolo in Filinvest sa bahay ni Deved. Or baka magalit si Deved na mag imbita ako ng mga taong hindi nya kilala, hahaha. I dunno. Ok dun sad kami lahat. haha

"We may make our future by the best use of the present. There is no moment like the present."

Cool mga quotes, hahaha. Ayowz, ano nga ba nangyayari at the present? Wala naman siguro today tambay tambay lang sa kung saan-saan. Actually nakita ko this person, na talagang sobrang cuuuute wahahaha. Hi naman me. Hi naman sya. Talon talon pa nga sya. waahahah sheeet. aaaang cuuute (Hindi yan yung pornstar ha). Well depende sa mga things na nagtranspire ngayong araw baka hindi ako Sad sa SAD. Ahaha. Kaya we make our future by the best we use the present. blah blah

Sabi ko nga parang graph ng Sine yung buhay ko, parang up and down lang. Ayoko gamitin yung parang gulong na metaphor, kasi mahilig ako sa math.

Sorry nga pala sa mga people who actually nagbabasa ng blog ko, naisip nyo siguro na maraming problema 'tong batang 'to. haha Hindi yan, caught up lang sa emotional stress.

May part 4 pa kaya? ewan, until next time. Yes opo

Feb na pala.

Gusto ko magpaka emo. bwahaha

Bat ang emo mo?
Feb na pala 'di ko napansin. 13 days nalang Valentines day na, pero nakatatakot nga lang yung day before nun. Friday the 13th. Wala lang gusto ko lang magsalita about that.

Bat ang emo mo?
Eh pano na si Aran, ano na gagawin nya sa linggo ng Feb 9-14.  Wala naman siguro makikita si Aran na mga magmamahal sa kaniya sa linggo na yun.

Bat ang emo mo?
May comic kasi akong nakita on the web nung 2005, applicable parin sya now sa story ko. Kasi sad people ako. Pero medyo may malisya it talks about masturbation kaya inedit ko nalang para hindi halata. yung edit is in red.

original source http://kol.coldfront.net/comic/index.php?strip_id=47

GAHBLOGSPOTFAIL






BAKIT ANG EMO MO?
I really believe na magiging sad nanaman yung valentines day/week ko this year. As always, well atleast try kong pasayahin yung others nalang. GG

Feb na pala, redux.

Gah, emo parin pero ok naman ng onte.

'I don't wanna take you home, please don't make me sleep alone, if I could, I'd only want to make you smile, if you wanna stay with me a while.' Make You Smile +44

Nagdadrama nanaman ako. Ewan ko kung baket. Wala lang natamaan lang ako nung tren ng kalungkutan, nabundol.

Nagkakaron pa ako ng bouts of indecisiveness sa mga kung ano-ano, ewan ko ba. Ewan ko ba. Bat anlabo neto.

Ano kaya punto ng blog ko na 'to? Sagutin ko na, nagpaparinig lang naman ako. Hah hah. Sabi nga ni Sir Migoy yung english teacher ko, sa blog daw naglalabas ng pagka-emo, ewan ko ba yun yung pagka-intindi ko dun eh.

Cool rin, after a few months babasahin ko rin to and matatawa nalang ako, or mas lalong magiging emo. Cool rin yun. haha.

Siguro masyado ko lang pinapagisipan. Tama na siguro. Ewan ko baka kulang lang ako sa tulog.

Umaabot na rin sa punto na wala na akong pake sa mga bagay-bagay. Araw-araw. Sa tabi-tabi. Kumakain sa turo-turo. Tokyo-tokyo sa Market-market.

Uy ok rin, haha. I'm not as sad as I thought. Benta kasi yung mga Audible sa YM. hahaha

Cool rin yung word na redux. Ahahaha, seriously cool, ansaya gamitin.

Bakit ang emo mo?
Hindi ako emo. Effects lang ng Febuary Fever.

Cool pala ginawa kong banner dun sa multiply ko. 'di ko muna papalitan yan until matapos yung Feb. Green na broken heart, aahha. May joke ata dun. Parang green apple rin. Ahahaha ok sumabaw na buhay ko, kesa naman emo. Ok na rin. :D

Yes Opo

Amf yan.

(Bakit bold yung font, argh. 'di ko maayos :( ok lang pala mahilig naman ako sa bold)

Gagawa sana ako ng eklat about Febuary na, pero tinamad ako kaya nanilip nalang ako sa mga multiply ng kung sino-sino. Naaliw ako dun sa ke-Eric. Kaya ninakaw ko nalang para cool. Madalas ninanakawan ko si Eric ng sapatos.

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If your crush asked you out, would you?
(italic naman ngayon, fail ka eric)
Sasabihin ko sa kanya(kanila) NO! tapos ako yung mag-aask out sa kanya. Mas cool pag ganun. ahha diba?

How’s your life?
TERRIBAD.

Anything exciting happening this weekend?
wala, hindi exciting yung exposure trip, nakakapagod pa. I dont like kids. :(

What did you today?
natulog, kumain, natulog, nagbasa ng multiply ng kung sino-sino gumawa neto

What is your favorite type of music?
Most everything na hindi techno. eesh

Favorite type of chips?
Tomi. ahahah pagkain sa paradigm.

How many pics of just you do you have?
Yung Grad pic ko lang. Actually pati yung mga picture na nagtatrip lang ako. Yung mga weird.

How was your New Years?
TERRIBAD!

What are your three favorite words, why? (subject to change palagi)
Terribad: kasi Terrible na nga Bad pa. hahaha
Eventuality: kasi noun form ng eventually.
Chix: ewan ko kung baket.


Getting your hair cut anytime soon?
Hells no.

Will you be single this coming Valentine’s?
Malamang oo. sana hindi, malamang oo.

If so, will you be okay with that?
HINDI AKO OKEY SA PAGIGING SINGLE. yabang mo ah.

Next time you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?
NAO.

Do you have any gay/bi friends?
Yes... :D

Do you have any gay/bi family members?
wala naman. ata. Wala. haha

How about gay/bi pets?
OO hahah yung asong yun bading.

How old will you be this year?
18 ata.

Any exciting party?
All of them we're snoozers.

Last cd you listened to?
Omg tagal na since huli ako nakarinig ng cd. yung kay bamboo, we stand alone together. di ko na alam kung kelan

Next cd you’re going to buy?
Di na ako gagastos sa mga yun. so WALA

Do you have a camera?
Camera phone pwede? no. ninakaw ng kapatid ko.

Do you have a PS?
Yes. cool dun yung crash team racing. haha

What’s something you just don’t give a fuck about?
IKAW, if you know what i mean. joke lang. school siguro.

How many people have you loved with in the past five years?
define love, depende sa definition mga 15 or 1 or 0 or 3 malamang 3

When will you drink next?
Depende. pwede nga now na. pero emo ako pag mag isa. haha

Think of the person you’d like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?
Last week lang.

When is the next time you will make out?
at the rate this is going. nevar.

1 month ago, what was your love life like?
malabo

Is someone mad at you?
maraming marami siguro, ewan.

Where is the person you miss most?
Sa bahay nya siguro, unless wala sya sa bahay nya, actually di ko alam.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
By 3 years ata.

Think of the last person you told “I love you” to, did you mean it?
ahahaha. no.

Have you ever kissed someone whos name starts with a C?
C is the key. no.

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with M?
bat anghirap netong mga tanong na to. no

Who did you last say I love you to?
AHAHA SI JAY NG KAMIKAZEE HAHAH <3 <3

Do you like Beyonce’s new song “If I Were a Boy”?
Yack beyonce.

Okay, who was the last person who held your hand of the opposite sex?
Di ko na maalala, wala akong friends eh.

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with a J?
yes pero sa pisngi lang. ayun may tama na rin.

Would you have sex with your last ex?
NO.

Have you kissed anyone today?
Sarili ko?

When did you last cry?QQ

nung dati nagpapaka emo ako sa bahay kasi walang nagmamahal sakin. nung last month lang hahaha

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with B?
Na kiss ko na nga ba si bert? di pa ata. hahaha no.

Who was the last girl you had a conversation with?
yung kapatid kong grade 6 :(

Who was the last person you were in the car with that isn’t family?
uh. nung pumunta siguro kami sa alimall ni lester, sya ata.

This time last December, were you single?
hells yeah.

have you ever cried from being so mad?
No.

How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
BAT ANGHIRAP NG MGA TANONG NATO. ewan ko ba.

are you still friends with your last bf/gf?
(sagot ni eric) Never had any "last gf"

Do you love the person you last held hands with?:
Sino ba yun? di ko na maalala wala ata kasi antisocial ako. yes nalang

Are you in love?
Mejo lang

if your ex said they hate you, you’d say?
"lahat naman may hate sa-you eh." (if you know what i mean) joke lang. wala akong pake kahit sabihin nya yun

Do you miss an ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
kung nagkaroon man ako, no hindi ko mamimiss.

Who did you kiss at midnight on New Years?
Emo ako nung araw na yun, wala akong kasama.

Is there a friend, boyfriend/girlfriend, or ex that you will never forget?
Friend? marami.

Would you take an ex back?
kung nagkaroon nga, yoko nga.

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bat napakahirap ng mga tanong na to. di ko kasi hilig pagusapan kwento ng buhay ko eh. di ayoko na nga.